Why can't people be open and honest about things? Particuarly issues that impact one's livelihood or life in general! I loathe when people hold the cards to those matters impacting my well-being and future. I'm being opaque, and it annoys the hell out of me that I have to be... but I refuse to break the primary one, of the few blogging rules I've imposed on myself. So I will leave this post at this. ... I feel a bit relieved getting this much off of my chest. *sigh*