I've lost my way...

... I'm still wading through a dark tunnel, waist-high rubber boots on, as I trudge through the sewage and toxic water. I've been opaque. I've been a little mundane and neglectful of this outlet... of life... of people. I've been reclusive and out of touch... on purpose. With purpose. Balance off kilter, my mean-streak is in full force and I've been taking no prisoners. Life is a damn trouble making bully, and doesn't seem to want to relinquish its hold on me, I've got the battle scars to prove it. I definitely think I'm being tested. My way isn't far off... I do see a light flickering in the horizon...

2 comments

Amadeo said...

At times like that I want to break things that I shouldn't. That or openly defy a superior.

Anonymous said...

It's that flicker that you hold onto so you've got the right idea by writing through it. These are the things that make for an interesting and creative person. You're a fighter so it's not ever a question of if you'll succeed...simply when...

- Cyet